Yes the countdown to my last day of work is at ZERO and I am into the minutes now. It has been a good week and a day of mixed emotions. I cut the lock on my locker on Tuesday and cleaned out my locker in the plant. I threw everything away. The lock was stuck, it has been years since I have used it possibly 10 years. There was popcorn, tuna, peanut butter cheese crackers, can of soup, Vienna sausage, frying pan, tooth brush, tooth paste, my original hard hat, a set of scrubs, can opener and a folder with a bunch of family tree stuff. I did keep the family tree folder.
Today has been filled with mixed emotions. The guys got me teary eyed in the morning briefing and I just could not help it. I am Happy not mad or sad geeesh so why the tears? I reckon it is just me and I will always be that way. The guys in the office brought me in a cake and at lunch we celebrated a bit.... I started making rounds to tell folks bye and got teary eyed again so had to quit that for a bit. I had many folks come by to say bye and wish me fun and good times. I had many reminisce with me some of the good times and things that have occurred along the way. I assure you they were the better times at GGNS. I had many hugs and for the most part finally got to the point that I shed no tears. I made short stops throughout the afternoon in the different departments to say by, so as not to lose the tears. Now I just wait for the clock to tick on and would you believe my computer time is froze at 3:04 pm. I hope that is not a sign....
Tomorrow my new life will begin.... early as I plan to get up at the normal time or earlier to head to THE LAKEHOUSE.
My 1st day worked out Great! I left for Bama about 5:30 a.m. and before I got to the interstate I was again in tears...geeeesh. This is not part of my plan to be in tears as I approach my new life. Dang as I type this the tears come again, lol. You know 30 years is a long time and I guess I know that like high school many of these friends I have spent so much of my life with I will never see again. I know that several have retired before me over the last 5 years or so and I have not seen many of them at all. I do plan to keep contact and maybe even go to the training center and eat lunch sometime when I am bored in Vicksburg or just need to remind myself how bad I hate training.
I really had a nice day, I unloaded my things and got most of them put away. Pat has really gotten lots of things done while I have been gone and the lake level is so high... darn I should have taken a picture today. I had stopped in Tuscaloosa at Lowe's and bought 6 rose shrub so 0nce I found the perfect spot, Pat set 3 of them out for me. I will find the perfect spot for the others tomorrow. I put miracle grow on my garden today and will actually have some cherry tomatoes to pick soon. I got so sleepy sitting out on the patio under the fans... ok I actually fell asleep. I took a shower and just plain crawled in bed for a nap.. that's what retired folks do? Technically I am on vacation until the 24Th of June. I am not a napper but it did feel good today.
I have so much I want to do that I don't know where to start and strangely I have not had time to make a plan, lol. I don't even feel pressured to hurry... because I have so much more time to do them than I did. I think I will just spoil myself until Monday and then develope me a daily routine. I guess I will be on an emotional roller coaster at times until a few days after that final checkout date.
3 comments:
I guess the guys have seen enough of your tears over the years that it wasn't something new? lol. Seems like it came an awful lot quicker than expected though, huh?
Oh - your blog still says you have 43 days until retirement lol
Thats right, Iam on vacation until I turn 55 on June 23rd then I report to work on June 24th to pprocwss out and I think I set that up for the 30th of June before I found out I do not have to wait until the last day of June.
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